Happy birthday to me. Keep smiling 
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Another Saturday night at home. I think I am being used to the whole idea of not going out. My plan to go out tonight did not pursue. So I am just here, lazying around with Macky. Hours ago, I was ready to sleep after watching 100 Days with Mr. Arrogant, I decided to check my friendster, then I browsed on my old hacked account to check on the latest of people who used to be in my list. Then I saw his account, we really are not friends, we only know each other. His profile touched my heart, his status message captured my soul, and his entries made my tears fall. I wanted to send him a message, to send my condolences, but I will be more than 3 months late, and I might even cause him to freshen the hurt. I tried to read his brother’s entry but I cant seem to go on. I was stopped by his entry about his personal roller coaster ride, two months ago before i quit my job, I was exactly in the same ride as his, when tears become your constant companion, when the word karma feels so true and when you just wanted to forget at the same time believe. I THOUGHT I WAS STRONG. Emotional baggage and reality made me lose the strengths I believed I have. Three months ago, I jumped out of that ride, it was the only way to save myself from that unwanted ride. Now that I jumped, I feel like I accomplished nothing, but I guess my smiles and laughters were enough accomplishments.
To DJ… keep smiling…
Bax’ car battery was stolen few hours ago. hihi Im not being mean to laugh on stuff about that, i find it funny (its karma, ayt mav? hehehe). It’s been a year since he started having his car parked in the little alley of project 6. It’s also been a year since my aunt started telling him be aware of those bad people living in the vicinity. Worst of all, his school things were also stolen! Ouch! BIG HASSLE! I know the incoveniences of having your things taken, even a simple pen or lighter for me.
Tsk tsk tsk bad people! you deserve nothing but punishment! hey bax! me meeting daw si nang glo yung battery nya
mavic said “dont forget to keep in touch with the reality”. honestly, i almost did. for the past few days, i’ve been absorbed by marvel ultimate alliance and the series heroes. i find it better than hang out in a bar, spend on beer which will bring headaches day after
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i am having random thoughts what to do with my life. should i pursue my studies or go to places, last month i made up my mind to go and work in dubai, but now… hmmm… i might not enjoy my stay there or should i enroll this coming semester. definitely its included in my before 2010 plans, post grad degree. but then, i do not know how to start and what to do. these confusions lead me to alternate thing to do, HEROES. i shut myself to other friends for the past week. joan and mavic are always my company. i do not know, probably they’re giving me other thoughts. at least drinking isn’t an alternative
my birthday is two months from now, its not me to think ahead of any sort of celebration, for the past years it has always been bonds at cavite. but now…. i wanted to do something extraordinary for the 23rd year of my existence in this world. sagada. hmmm… travel is time consuming. but sunshine offered to help me look for a place to stay and other stuff. that will make my bday special! its sunshine cagayan de oro. white water rafting. i havent been here. yihee… more expensive though. at least, i can go to camiguin.
haaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy……
what am i going to do with my life. shortime plan? cdo
jim valvano said, there are three things everyone should do everyday. number one is laugh, number two is think (spend some time in thought) and number three, you should have your emotions move you to tears . and if we laugh, think and cry, that’s a heck of a day!
i definitely laugh, even in my own corny jokes and simple text messages, my friends could attest to that.i think, how am i suppose to do my job if i wont be thinking, and at night, i always assess my day (except if alcohol has gotten into me).
i cry, but jim didn’t say when to carry out tears, is it after a
thought? coz this is what i usually do.
and i think this is funny. but the important thing is im having a heck of a day!
