Okai. So here it goes. i need and have to write
I made promises, several of them, which were all broken. yeah yeah we all know that, but then i do have my own reasons. I wont stop. I’ll write everything that crosses my mind, my mind wanting to explode. From Cavite to Manila. Wherever I go, mindful things never failed to leave me, even for a minute. Start. ok, so i did start seconds ago. Write.
work.
My day wasn’t good, scolded by my boss because of that livelihoods. More of my fault, he’s the boss nga eh! kulit kulit kasi noh. Still, thankful to my workload cause it gives my day a different path, a lot better than the path i choose every night (i am being consistent here, what path? emotions that can cause a breakdown, of course, i wont be having a nervous one) anyway, LEAP YEAR. for all those who know me, there will be a fourth year celebration…. enough. february seems the best and worst month for me.
family.
cant say how good but then worst—FAMILY. i really wont stop, i wont let anyone stop me. my father has a cancer. yes, hate to think but it’s the one really bothering me and the rest of my family, who wouldn’t be bothered? sigh…. (little stop). and now, issues started between siblings, perfect moment to wish that we were all young again. stay young and have little fight, fights when you get older feel bad.
chorvas.
the past two trainings we had were both successful. met and entertained exclusively for a week, take note, one each training. un un eh! mr raveesha and mr nik. NIK is very different, aside from being a muslim, super demanding! he brought me to baywalk! my first time there honestly. here’s me and my nik:
really my nik huh? no he isn’t mine, he’s married. like what i told him, we we’ll never see each other again but i am very happy that once in my life i met a wonderful person.
friends.
i know i have lots of friends. right now, i want jefferson to remember me. a simple message of how am i doing will be highly appreciated, yet i heard nothing. hmph. least person i expected to respond to my not-so-good-night-everynight was yets. magparamdam ka parejoy! wanna see a movie with mav. she’s quite busy also. it’s getting late. have to stop, but i cant.
other matters.
my yahoo mail account has 984 unread message. that is how busy i am. not to mention my other yahoo mail account (the formal) and my mac account. another thing. mac. haven’t fully utilized yet. i need a break to do all things i need to do for myself.
i am so tired. physically and emotionally.
i am wondering who can help me???
OR
what can i do?
now im jaded….
