Birthday Syndrome

mavic said “dont forget to keep in touch with the reality”. honestly, i almost did. for the past few days, i’ve been absorbed by marvel ultimate alliance and the series heroes. i find it better than hang out in a bar, spend on beer which will bring headaches day after

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i am having random thoughts what to do with my life. should i pursue my studies or go to places, last month i made up my mind to go and work in dubai, but now… hmmm… i might not enjoy my stay there or should i enroll this coming semester. definitely its included in my before 2010 plans, post grad degree. but then, i do not know how to start and what to do. these confusions lead me to alternate thing to do, HEROES. i shut myself to other friends for the past week. joan and mavic are always my company. i do not know, probably they’re giving me other thoughts. at least drinking isn’t an alternative

 

my birthday is two months from now, its not me to think ahead of any sort of celebration, for the past years it has always been bonds at cavite. but now…. i wanted to do something extraordinary for the 23rd year of my existence in this world. sagada. hmmm… travel is time consuming. but sunshine offered to help me look for a place to stay and other stuff. that will make my bday special! its sunshine cagayan de oro. white water rafting. i havent been here. yihee… more expensive though. at least, i can go to camiguin.

 

haaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy……

 

what am i going to do with my life. shortime plan? cdo

long wait

what the hell happened to this entry?

my brother finally graduated after 8 long years…. congratulations!

its so sad i wasnt able to see you in your jersey and court, but the real challenge here is outside. so GOODLUCK! bawas bawas chicks!

overweight

i can’t get over it! the other night, i was looking for a pair of jeans, after a week interchanging just 2 pants, none of my pants in the cabinet fitted me! wow! this is my worst…. highest level of fats in my body. whew.

i have to work for my body. but i dont have much time for a gym.

nowadays, EATING has been my new favorite. (

work

lunchbreak. so its legal. hehe

im in the office right now. MONDAY! i told myself to set aside for a week my real workload, ill try to finish first my extra load, which is this publication thing. its not really part of my job, since ive been absorbed by the Manila Office i better help them. it took me the whole morning to finish my admin matters… which i am not supposed to allot that much time. i have no choice! and my co researcher is asking me to do a little favor its little yeah, BUT time consuming. to think im the one doing our project’s admin matters!

garung is getting married!!!! she’s one of my childhood friends. we are devils and we’re friends. together with carol and arvin, we have this special bonding, we are different among other neighbors in silang cavite. but now she’s getting married! my god… i cant believe it. she just sent me a message this morning, thank god i was able to talk to her on the phone. i didnt know they’re back together and now…. I CAN’T BELIEVE IT. she’s old enough to know certain things. it was a shocking news for carol and i. we’re next to her family (as we both assume sniff sniff)

so i spent another unproductive weekend. drunk again last saturday with joan then playstation and good sheperd yesterday.